“Part two.
You said you had a photographic memory. But apparently, you forgot that honesty begins by being real with yourself, and the ones you claim you love. The truth cannot be hidden. What’s clouded in darkness will always come to light, my love. You should have known that. Claiming you saw my light so clearly and brightly.
I guess. Shit happens.
I just wish it wasn’t me. And I guess, it’s so much better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. I know that’s some easy shit to say, but I’m still gonna try to live by it. I’m still gonna try to put my faith to rest and I will sleep.
I dry pillows now. In a bed big enough to love myself and I will awake these coming mornings with my eyes dry and shining. Full of the knowledge, I am priceless and worth nothing but honesty.”
Mayda Del Valle- To All The Boys I’ve Loved